I can feel my heart when it is about to burst,
I can feel when i'm going to die first.
I don't know if I am really aware,
that sometimes things are just not fair.
Put my head back in the sand and hide,
so I can't see as things start to slide.
Sometimes falling into that black hole,
is a benefit to my crushed and broken soul.
If I am alone, I cannot blame anyone else,
I took my head away, back into myself,
to a place the world cannot penetrate,
and left all those around me to frustrate,
and curse and worry over my actions,
leaving things broken and in fractions.
Mostly they say my problems are pathetic,
that it only troubles me, because I let it,
but who are they to watch and judge?
they only see the straight line and not the smudge,
no one will understand my crooked smile,
so just hold up, just hold up for a little while.
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