Only sometimes by Rebecca Scarf (18th August 2011)

I wish that you still loved me,

I wished you did, I wish you would

I wish that I still loved you,

I wished for us, to the stars above.


You couldn't have meant it,

You couldn't of listened to my tears.

You couldn't have stopped me leaving,

you couldn't of won that way.


I could of given you everything,

I could have, if I'd tried.

I could of treated you better,

I could have, but I was a child.



You hoped for me to thaw, I know

you hoped for me to break.

You hoped for me to cry, my love,

You hoped for me to beg.



It doesn't mean I didn't love you,

It doesn't mean you think of me,

It doesn't mean we'd speak,

it doesn't mean anything, not anymore.


Only sometimes, in my head;

Only sometimes, in my memories;

Only sometimes, in my heart;

Only sometimes, do I think of you.